I'm LOST!

I can't feel my heart anymore!
Am I lost?
To whom can I ask for to get my heart back
My heart is shaking. It is wavering
I'm asking for a help
But to whom?

O, ALLAH! It is to YOU...only YOU
I can ask before anything else
I at my lost right know
My heart feels empty
I cannot find the reason why...
I feel LOST!

I'm asking myself
Is it me?
My own foolishness?
Am I ignoring YOU?
Am I forgetting YOU?
Am I far from YOU?
I'm afraid O, ALLAH!
I'm afraid that I'm going away from YOU.
If that's the way it is, what is going to happen with me?
To whom can I ask for?

O, ALLAH!
If YOU know that my heart is not for YOU
I'm asking YOU to give me a "new" heart that is always going to YOU
I'm asking YOU not to close your guidance upon me
I am weak without YOU O, ALLAH!
It is only YOU
Only YOU.

O, ALLAH!

Shaking heart,
LadyMuslimah