Argh!!! Aku buntu, benar2 buntu. Fikiran aku bercelaru, melayang2 entah ke mana. Di mana kah tempat aku mencari jawapan? Pada siapakah aku mengharapkan pertolongan? Aku rasakan aku ini berseorangan. Tidak ada teman yang boleh aku kongsikan suka duka ku ini...
Ya ALLAH, aku tidak tahan lagi dugaan yang Engkau berikan pada ku... ALLAHuakbar!
Ya, benar. ALLAH sentiasa bersama kita. Tika kita susah dan senang, ALAH tidak pernah tinggalkan kita. Tika kita buntu dan butuh jawapan, ALLAH sentiasa bersama2 dengan kita. Tika kita bergelap dan bersendiri, ALLAH sentiasa menemani kita. Salah lah, sekiranya kita menyangka ketika kita bersendiri mahupun berteman tidak ada yang sentiasa bersama2 kita. ALLAH Maha Mengetahui segalanya walau bagaimana pun keadaan kita.
Manusia mana yang rasa dirinya tidak berTuhan? Bila kita merasa diri kita ini tidak ada yang punya, maka kita melakukan segalanya sesuka hati kita. AlQuran dan Sunnah ditolak ke tepi, hanya logik akal sahaja diterima.
Baru2 ni, ana telah YM dengan somebody whom I don't know. YM yang membuatkan ana terfikir dan menilai semula. Pada mulanya, ana masuk ke room chat Islamic 21 (kalau x salah ana). Tapi, kerap kali tersign out sendiri. Maaf kiranya, banyak kesalahan pada Grammar, I try my very best! Hehehe. Ana sertakan sekali di bawah ini:
BUZZ!!!
yaena_nouchi87: Are u there Taibu
yaena_nouchi87: I keep signed out by itself
yaena_nouchi87: if u may
yaena_nouchi87: i want to chat with u here
BUZZ!!!
kulungtaibu: y not in main room
yaena_nouchi87: I keep signed out automatically
kulungtaibu: ok
yaena_nouchi87: can u repeat the Q again?
kulungtaibu: can u tell me why most of the muslim donot bother about non muslim and use loudspeaker in mosque early morning..and non muslim find it disturbance
yaena_nouchi87: As u know,our life start in the earlier morning
yaena_nouchi87: It keeps coming in the morning,it is not we called as a disturbance
yaena_nouchi87: It is wake up call
yaena_nouchi87: going to pray n it is a secret of succes
kulungtaibu: but i have alarm watch get me up from sleep
kulungtaibu: i do not need such call for prayer
kulungtaibu: and am alrady a diciplined person
yaena_nouchi87: Yes,u are
yaena_nouchi87: but,u c
yaena_nouchi87: the azan calling is for everybody
kulungtaibu: but it is according to islam and not for others
kulungtaibu: and islam ways is not suitable to all
yaena_nouchi87: Its only takes a few minutes
yaena_nouchi87: Why it is bothering u much?
yaena_nouchi87: i did not understand it much
kulungtaibu: i dont like any disturbance when i sleep
yaena_nouchi87: is it ur sleep so much important to u?
yaena_nouchi87: in life,there is so much important then sleeping
kulungtaibu: yes atleast during night
kulungtaibu: please donot explain me about the important things...i also know it
kulungtaibu: well about me
kulungtaibu: i am also a follower of god
kulungtaibu: and i also pray
kulungtaibu: but never in nonsense way where other is distrubed
yaena_nouchi87: u c,u just talk about a little thing that u make it out of nowhere to go
kulungtaibu: i take due care while prayer that others are not distrubed by me
yaena_nouchi87: I do respect other religion
kulungtaibu: me too but not the violator
kulungtaibu: and disturber
yaena_nouchi87: What is ur religion?
kulungtaibu: no name
kulungtaibu: to my relgion
yaena_nouchi87: then to whom u r praying to?
kulungtaibu: oh
kulungtaibu: now there will be a long debate of the topic which is not related to my point directly
kulungtaibu: this is the big problem i find inmuslim people while debating
yaena_nouchi87: For me,the resolution is so easy
yaena_nouchi87: when we tolerate with others,then others will tolerate with us too
kulungtaibu: please do not debate on this topic..and tell me is it correct to disturb other for own prayer
yaena_nouchi87: No need to think it so much complicated ways
yaena_nouchi87: it is a human nature to tolerate with others
kulungtaibu: tolerance is for avoidless things only and not for monkey act
yaena_nouchi87: u can say what u want
yaena_nouchi87: i can tolerate so much with u
yaena_nouchi87: because no one is perfect
kulungtaibu: i can understand what u say but
yaena_nouchi87: we are also the same as human being
yaena_nouchi87: when u say such a -ve thing
kulungtaibu: what if a monkey dancing before you...will u tolerate it
yaena_nouchi87: the thing will go back to u
kulungtaibu: or will u try to go away or will your yourself join it
kulungtaibu: i can understand what u say
yaena_nouchi87: monkey is not a human being
yaena_nouchi87: u cannot make synonim to that
kulungtaibu: now let me come to other way to clear my point
yaena_nouchi87: that is different thing
kulungtaibu: will u belive that quran is not perfect
yaena_nouchi87: Even if i do believe so
yaena_nouchi87: but my believe is not important
kulungtaibu: i mean to say live and let live is the best solution
yaena_nouchi87: because Quran is the prove that ALLAH gives to human beings
kulungtaibu: and this i take care of as much as posisble
kulungtaibu: ok forget about quran now please
yaena_nouchi87: but when u live,u must need some guidance do u?
kulungtaibu: yes i get enough guidance from thenature
kulungtaibu: i dont need quran or bible etc
yaena_nouchi87: so what do u need?
kulungtaibu: i love nature and get lesson from it enough
yaena_nouchi87: dont u think?
kulungtaibu: i need is that no one has the right to disturb other
yaena_nouchi87: who is the creator of the nature?
yaena_nouchi87: u respect nature
kulungtaibu: and if one is distubed by other then he or she has the right to stop it
kulungtaibu: u r now changing the topic like other muslims
yaena_nouchi87: because the thing is
yaena_nouchi87: u dont look it widely
kulungtaibu: oh ic
kulungtaibu: what an undrstanding u have
yaena_nouchi87: u just minimize it as ur point of view
kulungtaibu: instead of applying this to all those nonsese people u r applying it to me
kulungtaibu: i think people like you can never understand people like me
yaena_nouchi87: If that u say
kulungtaibu: instead of clearing the point u r just advising me to tolerate it
yaena_nouchi87: forgive me because the different understanding that we have to concude
kulungtaibu: that means others shold continue what they are doing and i should tolereate it
kulungtaibu: and bear the loss
yaena_nouchi87: there is no lost or win
yaena_nouchi87: why do people want so much of winning
kulungtaibu: it is not winning
kulungtaibu: it is just a point to be natural
yaena_nouchi87: when the truth is they dont get anything at the end?
yaena_nouchi87: natural u say
kulungtaibu: big problem in muslim is that they are blind follower of quran
yaena_nouchi87: then tolerating to others in natural also
kulungtaibu: yes but upto some limit
kulungtaibu: and the thing whch can be avoided should be avoided
yaena_nouchi87: The first thing u hv to do when to follow the Quran is about knowledge
kulungtaibu: oh please stop talkingabout all rubbish quran
kulungtaibu: i know it
yaena_nouchi87: u n i dont hv the power to say that people that follow the quran blindly is just an obedint people who follow blindly
kulungtaibu: quran is not suitable to my way of life
kulungtaibu: yes u may be right but for me it is baseles thing
yaena_nouchi87: ho do u know it?
kulungtaibu: good point
yaena_nouchi87: u know all the contents in it?
kulungtaibu: no i donot need it
yaena_nouchi87: ok
yaena_nouchi87: can u hear me for a sec?
kulungtaibu: yes please
yaena_nouchi87: If u may,please learn it first
yaena_nouchi87: then,if it is not good for u
kulungtaibu: i alrady leart it many times
yaena_nouchi87: let me know
kulungtaibu: thats y find it not sutable
yaena_nouchi87: ur heart is not open yet
kulungtaibu: yes there are some point suitableto me and that i am following
yaena_nouchi87: i'll pray that someday
kulungtaibu: but not all quran suitable to me
yaena_nouchi87: someday
kulungtaibu: as nothing is perfect in this world so quran too is not perfect for me
yaena_nouchi87: ALLAH open ur heart to accept is as the light in ur life.ameen
kulungtaibu: do u know what is iq
kulungtaibu: IQ
yaena_nouchi87: yes i do
yaena_nouchi87: but what is the connection?
kulungtaibu: then y donot u understand my point
yaena_nouchi87: explain
kulungtaibu: will you believe i am more relgious person than the so called muslim, hindu etc
yaena_nouchi87: If u may accept Islam overall,than i do
kulungtaibu: if you cannot understand means u have least iq
yaena_nouchi87: u know the Big Bang theory?
kulungtaibu: no islam is not perfect so in other word u can say i am a combination of all goods of all relgion
kulungtaibu: means i am combination of muslim, hindu, christian etc
yaena_nouchi87: u know the Big Bang theor?
kulungtaibu: it is your own thought so i donot say it wrong or right
yaena_nouchi87: theory?
kulungtaibu: no need for this please
yaena_nouchi87: y?
kulungtaibu: leave this big bang
kulungtaibu: it is will just prolong our debate
yaena_nouchi87: c,u dont want others to explain to u
yaena_nouchi87: u justreceive ur own thought
kulungtaibu: sory u r explaining me thethings whch i already know oit
kulungtaibu: please tell something new
kulungtaibu: let us debate in simple way
yaena_nouchi87: Befor those scientist make a research on these thories
kulungtaibu: let us debate in simple way directly
yaena_nouchi87: in thq Quran already mentioned it
kulungtaibu: oh i repeat let us debate in simple way
yaena_nouchi87: well i just leave u a Q there
kulungtaibu: tell me is it good to disturb others for own sake
yaena_nouchi87: do more research
yaena_nouchi87: n please think about others to
yaena_nouchi87: May u will find the light
kulungtaibu: i have already done many reasearch and cometo some conclsion
kulungtaibu: and that only i a debating
yaena_nouchi87: Then u dont look the research by using ur heart
kulungtaibu: very good point
yaena_nouchi87: u do it simply because u use it do debate with others
kulungtaibu: I already use my heart to think
yaena_nouchi87: that is no way u can find the truth
kulungtaibu: oh truth
kulungtaibu: which truth u r talking about
kulungtaibu: so again endless debate
yaena_nouchi87: the truth lies when u want so hard to find the answer to make it the light of ur own
yaena_nouchi87: that is all i want to say
kulungtaibu: like this no conclusion throgh out life and this what the muslim are doing in whole life
kulungtaibu: motivation for truth and life passes away
kulungtaibu: ultiamtgely nothing
kulungtaibu: just natrure wins
kulungtaibu: thats all
kulungtaibu: may be you are muslim or hindu etc
kulungtaibu: all same for nature
kulungtaibu: and all same for god
yaena_nouchi87: The creator behind the nature is WINNING
yaena_nouchi87: that is ALLAH behind all this
yaena_nouchi87: ALLAH the almighty
kulungtaibu: ok thanks and bye......u have least iq
kulungtaibu: you are also like other mndless muslim talking all therories
yaena_nouchi87: I'm sory if within this session
kulungtaibu: and no practical
kulungtaibu: BYE
yaena_nouchi87: i hurt ur feelings
kulungtaibu is typing a message.
kulungtaibu: what
yaena_nouchi87: But,that is not my intention
yaena_nouchi87: as a human beings that ALLAH create
yaena_nouchi87: that is my weakness
yaena_nouchi87: ok,BYE...c u again
BUZZ!!!
Teguran dari sahabat/h ana alu-alukan. Hati dan jiwa setiap manusia milik ALLAH. DariNYA kita datang padaNYA juga kita kembali. Semoga ALLAH bukakan hati kita yang sentiasa berbolak-balik ini untuk menerima RisalahNYA. Amin.....
Wallahu'alam bissawab.
LadyMuslimah
